As I slept this morning I heard a noise of which I could not locate the source, therefore, it continued to activate the noise, cutoff for a minute, and restart the noise. It was not my cell of which I thought it might be initially. It was not my tablet which was turned off. The watch that I was wearing at the time, it was also not making the noise. I looked around and I found the source. It was my other watch which was on the charger. The alarm was going off at 4 AM. This was the first time that I have heard it and, therefore, I sincerely did not know at the time what it was.
While all of the above was going on my routine for the early morning had concluded and I was beginning to get adverse feelings from it. I reacted in kind and tried to couner any reaction. I was able to reverse the feelings, but remained in a gloom because I did not know if it was indeed over. My intent at the time was to move back to the bed and return my efforts in sleep. I was on the recliner until about 10 AM.
I just looked out and even with an occasional sun burst, the payment is wet and a sign of mist has been falling. My vehicles are both in the garages.
With my efforts to assauge my concerns, of which I was able to do so, and now I am feeling well and ready for the next events. I will take my days activities forward and to success for today.
The morning came early today.
Today, the Friday before Christmas and all is complete, shopping all done for me, and as I move forward into a new year I so hope for changes and improvements to my life. I know of nothing that I want or need today other than improvement in life and to wake a few more days. This represents my wishes for the coming years ahead.
Today, the Friday before…?
My TV for tonight has been laid to sleep, I am about to move in that direction also. I am getting my locomotion in gear and begin my migration toward that creature called a bed. I call it a creature because it really does not treat me right, but again, I am getting used to that also from so many sources.
I remember the song of many years past, “Locomotion”. I use to enjoy hearing it but I never tried to dance to it.
Yesterday’s doctor visit went well, just some updates and questions, and come back someday. I did find out that the VA clinic that I go to has only one doctor on staff now. He is a dentist. I see a nurse practitioner when I go to the VA clinic. They are good but most of my work is outside the VA.
Ok, today was interesting. I am scheduled for eye surgery, the replacement of the lens in the left eye on the 2nd of January.
I also found from the test today that I am bleeding inside my right eye, I do not think it is really bad because it has before, but again, I am diabetic, doing insulin, and that is where the major concern is for now. I have to see a Retinologist which is located in the same office as my main eye doctor. He will decide what my next steps are and if it can be done with antibiotics or surgery of some type.
It is always something but I will go as far as I can to get back to some kind of life. This just an update on the doctor’s visits.