A child with cancer

I had a lab appointment for tomorrow so I called to confirm it and found out that all appointments related to my NP had been canceled.  My NP’s daughter has a cancer and so she is no longer there to practice.  The office is trying to figure out what to do with all of her patients.  The clerk that I talked to told me that she would let me know later this week what to do.  I was saddened to hear she is gone, and I respect her for wanting to help her daughter.  Cancer is nasty, the treatment for cancer is horrific.

A child with cancer regardless who they are, where their from, I feel for each and every one.  My prayers go out for each of them.

Doctor Krauthammer

Personally, I did not know the man, I  did listen to him on Fox News often.  I enjoyed his commentations, the story of this life, the accident, and how he made it through Harvard medical school.  He spoke not long ago and said he was tired and the fight was over, he was talking about his cancer battle.  As a cancer survivor, I can say it is a hard battle to win.  I want to express my condolences to the family and friends.  In my opinion, he was a great person, bad luck, but a good life as he could make it.  RIP, Doctor Charles Krauthammer dead at 68.

This and that

Some days I feel like this, other days I feel like that, so I ask, which day would I feel good or fantastic?  Admittedly, for me to feel good or fantastic would be farfetched at best.

To my initial question, is this and that like going to a doctor, he/she asking when they enter the room, Hello James, How are you? my response would be well or good as far as I know.  My thought has always been if you are good or well then why are at a doctor’s office?

In response to the thought of the doctor’s office visit, I would conclude that a scheduled visit ( follow-up),

For any case, it remains that some days I feel like this, and other days I feel like that.  This just the way that is.

Pain of the feet

  • Pain, my Pain I toll with you all day
  • Pain, you are extreme today, I know not why
  • I ask, why me?, yes, my pain I am diabetic,
  • That is not why you torture me as you have today.
  • Pain, I am so used to you and your antics, and I do not succumb before
  • Pain, so unbearable, a battle that I can no longer sustain,
  • Pain, I did a short time ago succumb to your agitation
  • I laid for a short nap, and you gave in for now.
  • I know you connive to inflect more discomfort,
  • Pain, bring your friends, I will battle as long as I can,
  • I have no desire to surrender to you or any other force today,
  • Only one force, a comforting force shall I surrender to and lay down my arms
  • Pain, you are of the Devil and you matter not to me,
  • Pain, if I succumb to you with full surrender, I will be routed straight to Hell.
  • My GOD please reinforce my will not to succumb to the other,
  • The torture of my feet unbearable to me, but I shall fight as long as it takes.
  • Pain, go away, you are warned positive life lives here in this body.